COSMIC CONSCIENCE
IN THE WORLD WITH EVERYTHING
I have been in love before, each time I believe that it will also be the last. I am not supposed to be understood in this lifetime. And therefore, I live inside, alone.
Knowing who I am, believing I am who I tell myself I am, and being the person I tell myself I am. Are they all the same thing?
How I feel and how I look like I feel. Are they the same thing? Is how I feel really how I feel? Or, is it how I tell myself to feel to make the story about how I think I should feel, real.
It's not anyones responsibility to completely understand anyone, but themselves.
Mastering the self is the key to living without need.
Then, alone, one can understand everything. Love everyone.
Life is breathtaking in it's subtle brutality. You are never alone. You are an intricate part of everything. All the time.
Breathe in and take note of where you are, who you are, what you are doing and what you can hear, right now.
That is you, in the world, with everything.
COILS
Hatred, disgust, and putrid filth, coils between the clean veins, and, interrupts.
Everything is built upon what happens right now...and now........
The intentions we hold most dear in these moments, and the moments hereafter, are the building blocks of the story coming... Your story...
What comes to us is of our making, every, waking, second of it.
You are building your tomorrows, right now... Focus... Love... Breathe...
This human being shit is a crazy ride... The point is... To ride out the crazy...
It is a proven fact that the brain takes sounds and immediately registers the most common emotional link, words, sentences, emotions, stories...
Conversations.
Danger, joy, laughter, rain, cars driving by, singing, music, footsteps, whispers, fights, etc, etc, etc...
We are a starving being absorbing data and reliving the original programming of said data...
If all you have ever felt is fear... Everything feels scary, even when it's not.
There is an exhilaration in fear. It keeps you awake, alert, alive... But if you forget to breathe within it, it can also kill you,...
Breathe.....
Today is another day I don't want to go outside, nobody is there... They are all somewhere other than here...
Look up, you are missing... everything...
An I For An Eye.
I feel love, I see the love, but I also feel solely alone.
As if I cannot be seen.
As if I, the thoughts and intuition I, is not the same as the I people see me as.
And, my eye can’t find that I, to fix it.
Even though, I am that person. Because people recognize me as such.
Everything is built upon what happens, right now, right now, right now… The intentions we hold most dear in these moments and the moments hereafter are the building blocks of what is coming. And what comes to us is of our own making, every, waking, second. You are building your tomorrows, right now...
Focus...